refresh

command+R and wait

I’m addicted

I’m addicted to having in God in my life. 1 Hour isn’t enough everyday. I find myself wanting to schedule God into my life more and more everyday. It seems that there is never enough time to give to God. 

I can feel myself slowly slipping away when I start feeling scared or anxious about something small. I cry out Lord! I feel so helpless and weak that I need to give up my life to God everyday and not try to control my life. One slip and I was falling back to my worldly life. It happens so fast. 

Tonight. I give my time to God. I’m not going to put EFFORT into it or force myself to do anything. I’m going to stop moving. stop thinking. and wait patiently.